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Tuesday, November 25th, 2003
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so today had its ups and downs. valeria had a whole fucking plate of food for me,matt,jason,and alan happened to walk by too,madd munchies. Been trying to suck up to rivero but its getting beyond ridiculous now, i went to practice and everything and talked to that guy who thinks he teaches at killian now bout if i get to stay to go on the trip, and he said that it was all up to mr. Wuttke, which last week i talked to wuttke and he said it was all up to the other guy. i dunno even know wats going on with them so dont even play. Then after i had already left skool,some dick juan castro said to rivero that i was calling him a mother fucker. idont even know who the hell he is, but he wasn't even sure if it was me, but told rivero that i called him that? w/e i dunno if i should just lie and say im sorry for saying that or just tell him the truth saying that i after i talked to you i told my friends wat happened which involved no cursing wat so ever and then i left. So after practice me,matt,and jason chilled, u know how we do. i picked up mikey and gordon, then we were gunna go to valerias but picked up rach and kim on the way,dropped off jason first. just chilled and talked shit at valerias, hehe me and matt thought that ricardo was gunna there and it was gunna be funny but he wasn't. Then my day went from being bad,to being one of the best nights=) then dropped off kim,rach,mikey,gordon, and me and matt were gunna go back to valerias but my dad was gunna ground me if i didnt come home right away, so instead of going back we figured it would be smarter if i could go out this weekend, so i went home, and i actually updating my journal b/c some one told me to,and im bored now. who ever wants to hang out tomorrow morning dont even play,let me know meet on the 94, u know how we do.
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Friday, October 24th, 2003
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Mikey Won!! i had a big group of the band yelling ur name on the field behind you.. haha congrats, today was the senior and the funniest game, and i've seen jason shit faced but tonight he was the worst, fucking idiot... and then him talking to amanda after the game was the funniest thing i've ever seen...not really but it was still really funny, Mailee and I could not stop laughing..can't wait till hc,2 days. well im out.
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Thursday, October 9th, 2003
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ShaggySkaMan: i like you CoKo410: huh? ShaggySkaMan: i like you ShaggySkaMan: ;-) CoKo410: lOl CoKo410: aww ShaggySkaMan: im using mailee to get closer to you CoKo410: shut the fuck up CoKo410: youre such an asshole ShaggySkaMan: well, i kinda like her too ShaggySkaMan: but you're prettier CoKo410: hun.. are you wasted? ShaggySkaMan: no ShaggySkaMan: ive just wanted to tell you this for a long time CoKo410: if youre fucking with me.. this is so fucking mean CoKo410: =0( ShaggySkaMan: but you're with joey.. and im sorda with mailee ShaggySkaMan: wow, shes so raunchie CoKo410: hahaha ShaggySkaMan: no im not, im serious CoKo410: shut up.... u luv myle... CoKo410: so do i CoKo410: and if you hurt her.. ill fucking hunt you down and kill you CoKo410: =0) ShaggySkaMan: but.. you're so hott ShaggySkaMan: and seksi CoKo410: hahaha ShaggySkaMan: and smart CoKo410: okay mailee ShaggySkaMan: dude, i was waiting to see how long it took :-) CoKo410: i knew something was going on CoKo410: and i was like .. wtf ShaggySkaMan: hehehehehehehehe ShaggySkaMan: <3333
ok, mailee's takin ova this journal ;-) 143..
<3xoxo..
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Monday, October 6th, 2003
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mailee loves me! yayayayaya.. <3333
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Wednesday, September 24th, 2003
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so yea, where to begin, as u can see i pretty much never write in my journal even tho i go on it everyday. so yea, Mailee, alot to say there, in 10th grade i liked her for months and months and we became best friends. and then i dunno wat happened ...so yea some shit happened last week, 1 week today, it brought a whole new perspective of life for me, since i have one, u should really tell peole how u feel cuz u never know when u just might not come back the next day. matt was in the car when it happened and we have cut back on the drugs almost entirely. i really need to good in skool cuz i need to bring up my gpa for colleges. so maybe i'll write in this more,maybe. peace out...affiliated with the pocalik, Alex
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ok..so mailee is botherred that i dont write in my journal.. so now shes doing it for me :) and now she feels better.. yayayayayaya. i'm listenin to Finch right now
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Monday, August 11th, 2003
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| Subject: | what if |
| Time: | 9:39 pm. |
| Mood: | tired. | | Music: | Alkaine Trio - San Francisco. |
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what if I told you that you're a lovely girl and I'd adore you if you'd just show me how right now what if I told you things that i had inside, shoulder to cry on someone that i confide i can't see the life that's left in front of me, so drop me off i can't do the things that I was meant to do, so drop me off what if i told you that you're a stupid whore and i want nothing your life is such a bore to me what if i told you i speak with honesty you siad yourself girl best things in life are free
never better, never worse
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Sunday, December 15th, 2002
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| Subject: | Subject |
| Time: | 12:14 am. |
| Mood: | relaxed. | | Music: | Bowling For Soup - The Girl All The Bad Guys Want. |
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so yeah i havn't written in ere for a while ,only a couple months.well i been marijuana free for along time even tho i'm with someone that is smoking almost everyday.i don't know when my drug test is, i hope it's soon. well rachel and erik broke up last friday,which i dunno if it's good or bad cause rachel didn't like me b4,i dunno.i been going out alot, i'm barely home,i been with matt,jason,eva,syrita,zaira,carolina.maybe i'll write in here if i remember.later
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Tuesday, August 27th, 2002
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| Time: | 8:36 pm. |
| Mood: | happy. | | Music: | catch 22 - walking away. |
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i wrote something
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Monday, August 19th, 2002
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hey, don't u just hate it when a guy has ag/f and he has his arms all over someone else and the other person doesn't like it at all? it really pissis me off to see that. not that i'm jealous cause he prolly knows something that i do too (very confusing to others except me) but when his g/f turns around he acts all innocent. one time( i'm not gonna say when) but i was talking to one of my friends and i told my friend to look behind to see the same thing i'm seeing and my friend felt the same way i did b/c my frend knows something too. but yeah other than that rachel has been driving me alot lately and i feel bad b/c she is always giving me rides everywhere but i'll start giving her rides as soon as i get my license.which is in 3 weeks.thank you rachel for everything. wow band camp sux so much.i'm so tired and so hungry but when i eat i get full really fast and i start to feel really sick when i eat. that can't be good. i went with rachel to hungry bear today it was my first time there it was good but too much money. she had her interview and then all tese people came in and started bothering her in the middle of the interview. then we went to judy's house and went in the pool with tammy,jason,luis,erik,and matt r. matt really gets me pissed off and erik is sometimes really annoying like he tries to fit in.luis and jason r just stoners. oh yeah which reminds me i quit. if everything goes good i quit but if not i'll cut back. lately tammy has been knowing all my secrets which is good cause she knows alot of things about my secrets.i have like a atleast a 20 min talk with her everynight. well rachel singed off and i'm gonna go to bed now. i have to wake up early.
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Saturday, August 17th, 2002
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i feel so crappy and shitty.
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| Time: | 12:40 am. |
| Mood: | crappy. | | Music: | flogging molly - never see the likes of you again. |
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I'm the :D Which smiley are you?
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Thursday, August 15th, 2002
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| Time: | 3:56 pm. |
| Mood: | happy. | | Music: | new found glory - better off dead. |
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because i thought this picture was pretty, laura of mewing.net told me this: "it seems you enjoy dancing, drinking, eating, orgies, and expensive perfume. you're the type of person who buys brand-name socks--but you are also the type of person who has been electricuted by the toaster at least seven times. you were at the top of the class in elementary school, but faltered in junior high, because you didn't understand algebra. your favorite singer, suprisingly, is prince, and in your spare time you can be found tinkering with broken calculators and atari home videogame units." whatever will laura tell you??
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Monday, August 12th, 2002
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Sunday, August 11th, 2002
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